Believe

A lot changes with time..
Change is inevitable..
But so is hope and believe..
Alot has changed over the years..
But my believe is strong..
It never falters..
It remains constant..
In my short time here
Ive learnt that everything is bound to change,
Your heart will deceive you,
Your mind will fail you,
Your mouth will betray you,,
Cycle of life,  it happened to jesus also FYI,
But your believe,,  not belief,
Your faith you should keep constant,,
Your reason to live,
I know i will,,
I would rather die than give up,
So through the tides of time
My strongest foundation is my believe,,
A reality i can't describe but will die to achieve

Kk
15/7/2015

Ruining my heaven

Sometimes i think to myself,
do i deserve this?
i work hard at tuning my environment, but quite often my environment doesn't tune to me,
but its where i feel at home
can i belong and be uncomfortable at once?
am i the one ruining my eutopia?
is my environment evolving faster than i am ?
in a world full of pretenders,
empathy is a thing of the past,
sometimes the hard reality is the only reality,
sometimes the only reprive we have are the drugs we so well use,
but no matter your circumstance,  remember,
joy is inside out,
pain is outside in..
sometimes the harsh environment makes a beautiful diamond off an ugly coal
im being very positive today no idea why... 

kk
14/07/2015

Ruining my heaven

Sometimes i think to myself,
do i deserve this?
i work hard at tuning my environment, but quite often my environment doesn't tune to me,
but its where i feel at home
can i belong and be uncomfortable at once?
am i the one ruining my eutopia?
is my environment evolving faster than i am ?
in a world full of pretenders,
empathy is a thing of the past,
sometimes the hard reality is the only reality,
sometimes the only reprive we have are the drugs we so well use,
but no matter your circumstance,  remember,
joy is inside out,
pain is outside in..
sometimes the harsh environment makes a beautiful diamond off an ugly coal
im being very positive today no idea why... 

kk
14/07/2015

Stuck

I feel lonely,. No.. alone. lost in the neurotic world that is my mind,
It hurts so good, this self inflicted torment, filling my mind with need ,craving for a connection.. and wallowing in the crude reality of the lack of existence of the same. I'm stuck between practicality and reality and the impossibility of all things being possible.

I fucking need a hug.

-undecided
14/7/2015