Tuesday 16 December 2014

I have every right

Sometimes I think.
I Maybe too cocky,
I judge too much,
Who made me god?
I see all your flaws but none of mine,
I just can't hide under the notion
Am human?
Aren't we all?
I like it when am thrown down,
When am trumplled on,
When am deserted, 
Because then I feel the way you feel,
I like the judgment, 
I like being the victim,
I love looking odd,
Not fitting in,
Being the black sheep,
Maybe am sadistic,
I love being sad,
Because then I know am just like you,
Am not special,
I have a heart, 
And so I deserve to judge.

Kk

Sunday 14 December 2014

Our sons

Never underestimate the sun.
Without it we wouldn't exist.
We wouldn't have culture,
No technology, no diversity. No us
But the sun is not intelligent.
It is not diverse,
It has no culture,
But it is faaar more important than we will ever be.
But I wish I could destroy it,
And by extension destroy us.
Because we do not deserve it's life!!

Kk

Wednesday 10 December 2014

Fitting in

Fitting in,
Its a process, its a struggle,  but its human. We spend most of our lives trying to fit in.
This implies that there exist a pre created group or "class " we are trying to fit in.. but the sad one is we know very little about the group of people we want to be like.  Studying to become the financial elite,  to get your family out of the gutter.  Hustling to own a car,  drive your kids to school,  trying hard to get a hot wife to get into the hot wife club. But life is alot more than these fancy titles,  more than all these material gains.  And what is it to you to gain the whole world and loose your soul?  I partly blame capitalism,  brainwashing kids,  and these kids brainwashing other kids,  ensuring there is a never ending chain,  trying to fit in for nearly 30 years of your life,  for each second of it trying to match your perfect dream.  Or so we think,  dreams are the ones we had as kids not illusions brought from capitalistic over lords,  but talk of dreams is one for another day. But once your better days are gone you realize it was a hoax,  the good beginning to a nightmare.  But it's too late,  your in too far,  or you think my analogy is a mad man's craze.

But I wonder why we cannot see this from the beginning, yet the signs are so clear?  Are we blind?  Am I the only one who sees?  I bet I may live my whole lifetime and never see another man who understands. We were not ment for social cages,  we were not ment to be capitalistic zoos.  We dominate the earth and should not let other people's ideas dominate others because in the human interlect kingdom inter-species dominance is non existant

Kk

the day we made the sun cry

The day we shot the sun in the eye,
The day we saw him cry, 
We didn't feel the heat,
Just the courage that filled our hearts,
We made the sun cry,  his tears will save us now,
We were overjoyed.
His tears would end our existence, 
And this was our greatest desire!

Kk

Monday 8 December 2014

Dont tell me if am dying

Sometimes I think too much..
I think mostly about me
Call me selfish.  I wouldn't care
Never whats around me.
Rarely about science and stuff.

Mostly about life.
I over grew my concience..
I think too much,
I care too much..
Am overhuman.
But sometimes I think am alone.
Every one else a simulation.
Does every one think the same?
Or it's just me?
For sure I can't ask..
I'll ask God,,  but he won't answer..
My curiosity will run rife..
I'll forever be unsettled.
An equation without a solution.
A sentence without a full stop.
In the movie of my life,
There is no end,  its a continuous uphill battle..
But its never the end..  never will be the end. 
Its sepriternal,,  only a start no end..
If I could only find a mirror.
My start would be my end. 
If my questions are never answered.  . I'll never settle