Chasing that light

In this dark room.
There hasn't been light for a while now.
I'm getting desperate,
i will rot here with no light.
But now i see a dim light in the distance
I rush..
My blood boils...
Now i have company..
But my rush quenches the light..
I'm alone again...
Chasing shadows..
Rotting in my corner...
Rushing towards mirages..
Hoping its the light in the prophecies..
Not learning my lessons..
Hoping its different...
Hoping it will burn the cob webs...
Not this rush..
Not this chase...
My blood will cool...
And one day i will get that light..
The one that my hurry will not extinguish..
The one that will burn my darkness away..
The one that will keep burning..
Even in the depths of my despair..

Kk
23/05/2016

all i need is some E

why ? why ? why?
why keep me around?
let me go,
i want to go,
i want to leave,
if i stay,    ..... i can't stay,
i am not sure what i feel,,,
i see you feel it too...
its un natural,,, supernatural,,,
let me go.. let me be..
let me be where i should be,,
let me go let me leave ....
but my heart is willing,,
but my flesh,,, my flesh its weak,,,


kk
5/6/2016