never

forever,
forever is a big word,
forever is a feeling,
forever is for a moment,
forever is not forever,
forever is a lie,
for all the forevers i've heard,
forever ill wait,
for those who promised,
forever,
for forevers are forever a lie
forever misused,
forever waited upon,
forever misguided,
forever misled,
for now i've learnt,
forever means never,

kk
27/04/2015

Freedom— Better Now By Muhammad Ali

Better far— from all I see—
To die fighting to be Free
What more fitting end could be?
Better surely than in some bed
Where in broken health I'm led
Lingering until I'm dead
Better than with prayers and pleas
Or in the clutch of some disease
Wasting slowly by degrees
Better than a heart attack
or some dose of drug I lack
Let me die by being Black
Better far that I should go
Standing here against the foe
Is the sweeter death to know
Better than the bloody stain
on some highway where I’m lain
Torn by flying glass and pane
Better calling death to come
than to die another dumb,
muted victim in the slum
Better than of this prison rot
if there’s any choice I’ve got
Kill me here on the spot
Better for my fight to wage
Now while my blood boils with rage
Less it cool with ancient age
Better violent for us to die
Than to Uncle Tom and try
Making peace just to live a lie
Better now that I say my Sooth
I’m gonna die demanding Truth
While I’m still akin to youth
Better now than later on
Now that fear of death is gone
Never mind another dawn.

Freedom— Better Now
By Muhammad Ali

Can anybody hear me

Can anybody hear me?
Or am I talking to myself?
My mind is running empty
In the search for someone else
Who doesn't look right through me.
It's all just static in my head
Can anybody tell me why I'm lonely like a satellite?

'Cause tonight I'm feeling like an astronaut
Sending SOS from this tiny box
And I lost all signal when I lifted up
Now I'm stuck out here and the world forgot
Can I please come down? (come down)
'Cause I'm tired of drifting around and round (and round)
Can I please come down?

I'm deafened by the silence
Is it something that I've done?
I know that there are millions
I can't be the only one who's so disconnected
It's so different in my head.
Can anybody tell me why I'm lonely like a satellite?

'Cause tonight I'm feeling like an astronaut
Sending SOS from this tiny box
And I lost all signal when I lifted up
Now I'm stuck out here and the world forgot
Can I please come down? (come down)
'Cause I'm tired of drifting around and round (and round)
Can I please come down?

Now I lie awake and scream in a zero gravity
And it's starting to weigh down on me.
Let's abort this mission now
Can I please come down?

So tonight I'm calling all astronauts
All the lonely people that the world forgot
If you hear my voice come pick me up
Are you out there?
'Cause you're all I've got!

And tonight I'm feeling like an astronaut
Sending SOS from this tiny box
And I lost all signal when I lifted up
Now I'm stuck out here and the world forgot

'Cause tonight I'm feeling like an astronaut
Sending SOS from this tiny box
To the lonely people that the world forgot
Are you out there?
'Cause you're all I've got!

Can I please come down?
'Cause I'm tired of drifting round and round.
Can I please come down?

simple plan
astronaut
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N-MgRkSh5Xk

my forever.

How I got here, I have no idea

All I know love was to blame,

How it came to all this,

I don’t know,

All I know, you were to blame,

Youth and ignorance is all I remember,

But to this bright new world, I find myself

Yet you did not force me,

You gently guided me,

Took my hand, lit up a fire that still burns,

You showed me the world,

The world I can now never forget,

Our time was short-lived yet

Our love will live forever,

I shall not forget you,

You lit my path, made my future,

An angel in disguise you made me see the truth,

I found the truth in your embrace,

My reality in your words,

My life in your song,

As I stand here on the other side,

My emotions, they well up,

I can’t cry, I’m not sad,

Yet my tears, they betray me,

I’m overwhelmed by your touch,

It feels so real, yet you are not here,

I close my eyes,

Imagine you are here beside me,

But all I have are memories,

So I rip my heart out,

And in its place I keep your memories,

They beat to your rhythm,

I dance to its beat,

And know that forever is ok,

Forever now pumps deep inside me.

KK and J

21/04/2015

i am

i am the extreme you will never reach,
the infinity you cannot see,
i am the depths you cannot measure,
i am the feeling you cannot explain,
 i am the words you cannot pronounce,
 i am the light you cannot see,
the darkness you cannot stand,
the stain you cannot wash,
i  am the beauty you will never have,
 the pleasure you always wanted,
 the courage you lack,
i am the weakness in your bones,
i am the shortness in your breath,
the evil in your heart,
the pain in your chest,
i am the high you seek,
the low that you always are,
 i am the inspiration you lack
, i am the rejection you feel,
the hole in your heart,
i am the spark you lack in your eyes,
 i am the sadness you feel,
 the ice in your heart,
 i am the bite on your neck,
the cross on your chest,
 the scar on your face,
i am your dreams,
your worst nightmare,
 i am the ghost at night,
 the shadow in your shadow,
i am the tint on your skin,
 i am the desire of your life,
 i am what you chase after,
 i am beyond your wildest imagination,
 i am the beat of your heart
, i am the one that wakes you up late at night,
i am the one that makes your hair stand on end,
 i am what makes you different,
i am the one pulling you down,
 i am the best part of your life,
 i am what makes you cry at night,
 i am the clouds in your brightest day,
 the fear that lurks,
i am dismay,
your demons,
 i am you........

 i am whom i am...

kk

14/4/2015

time

time, its my biggest enemy
i cant turn time back
back to the days when
i had the opportunity
to change my present
yet time is such a bitch
constantly reminding
of the chances i missed
of the smile id have right now
that there is no second chance
of my foolishness,
but time lends a shoulder
waste your time
as you cry your heart out.
but no matter how much you cry
the truth is you'll never
turn back time
so cry on, at least you can do that

kk
10/04/2015